I can't sleep peacefully anymore, Because every day ends with a reminder That you are not here. Yesterday, I dreamt of you, You were sitting beside me, In a room full of people. I was hugging you, With my head against your shoulder. Warm, light as a feather, I held you in my arms. I whispered something in your ear, And I heard you laugh, As lines of laughter hid your wrinkles, You seemed to grow younger, And I saw your beautiful smile once again. I looked up, No one else in the dream room Seemed to realise your presence. Doubt crept into my mind, How could you be present here, When you didn't exist anymore? When I looked again, You had disappeared. There one minute, gone the next, Just like on that fateful day. I woke up, Arms empty, heart heavy, And eyes filled with tears. - Pavithra Seshadri Image courtesy: Google Images
"Post!" Every month, my thrilled ten-year-old self would glide down the stairs two-at-a-time, beckoned by this call. The Post-Man, standing at the entrance to the quarters that we then lived in, would hold the monthly issue of the childrens' magazine I had subscribed to, with a beaming smile on his face. "Thank you uncle!" I'd exclaim gleefully, as I receive it from him. He'd smile affectionately at me, as he stood there organising the remaining bundle. Being the curious child I was, I'd peep into the stack of posts, trying to find any which were addressed to my friends or to the people in the same block. If I happened to spot any of them from the said category, I'd offer to deliver them on his behalf. The Post-Man uncle would then with a grateful smile, hand over the respective posts to me, as he sped on his way with a, "Thank you very much, Paapa!" I would then proceed to diligently face the task ahead of me, (which was honestly j